Time to Heal

Well my boyfriend and I have finally broken up. I feel really bad because i'm not upset as much as I probably should be. Yes I love him, but it just didn't feel right anymore. I have my own problems to deal with and it seemed like all my problems were too much for him to handle. After all is said and done I believe it's for the best. I hold a tremendous amount of guilt upon my shoulders, I didn't want to hurt him, and I could see it in his eyes. I could just no longer see a future with him, especially not after everything that has happened these past couple of weeks. It may sound bad that I couldn't stay by his side, but for once I had to put my own health before a man. I sound very selfish, and it's hard having to live each day with this feeling. Hopefully in the end it's for the best.