Time passes but nothing gets better

It has been a long time since I last made a journal entry. I was hoping to have something good to write. That is not the case. My sister still gets pissed off if "I look at her wrong," and my adult niece is right there to back her up. I guess I am suppose to act like a slave and keep my eyes to the ground. Sis knows her daughter is easily manipulated and Sis pumps her up with foolishness. Now the little niece is starting to show disrespect too. She has heard and seen too many battles in this house. I pray that God will move me from here. Give me peace somewhere else, even if it means in death. It will not get better with these two. Too much has gone wrong. I gave and gave until I have nothing more to give. Sis had no problem asking me for money when she knew I was living off my savings. Now that all my money is gone, she has nothing and no time for me. How stupid I was to put family first, before myself even. I thank God that at least I have a roof over my head. That is thanks to my Dad. But strange that no one has any money to share with me the way I did with all of them. Sis is quick to tell me, "I have my own bills to pay." So do I. But when I had money, she had no problem asking for it and asking for her daughter too. The daughter is the worse. She knows that I will be hungry and won't offer me anything to eat. At least Sis will sometimes help me get something to eat. As long as I act like a servant that is, don't look at her wrong, don't say the wrong thing, don't use the wrong tone of voice, and don't ask her "about her business."