thurs sept 8, 2011 up so early no one up yet...

well i wouldnt say im anxooius, i dont know what i feel yet. got up sis sleeping bro n law at dialisis. kinda glad im up this early. got myself a cup o cofee and made me a pb and j all by myself. woo hooo. swelling was down yesteray morning, but after all we did yesterday, its back swollen. wont be on here long need to take pain meds so i can do my exersisies, then prop feet up and try to get swellen down.  i feel like im such a burden. need moore ice but dont want to tell anyone. i need my water, bummer. cant get the big cup w/ my walker. water pills seem to be helping. i dont know how im going to be taking all this and drinking lots of water and all the laxitives and not get dehydrated? while having to do my exersises. its a loosing battle. leg is very stiff and will beging to hurt pretty soon. going to try to take 2 hydrocoden instead of the oxicodo9ne. i like that stuff a little too much thats a slippery slope. not getting addictied to those  or any other pain meds. got script last night frrom spyhic meds. think im good for a few days. the cymbalta does seem to help. going to make some calls now moore later.... so quit here. sdont know what to think... ok, later.....