throwing the perfecting shit out the window
I really came to a place of understanding what I put my father through
and what I put others through - like the Elder - and now understanding
the reactions and behaviors -all sides of it -
the elder needs to have his flock under control -
I am not saying I like it - I am also wondering if I am meant to be under his
shepherding -
but I get it - I'm moving forward
I realized I have been very reactionary to certain stuff - and after realizing
that I found how sick and tired I feel -
but also knowing
how I am affecting people is helping me chart a path forward.
I am not going to self perfect and then be ready for a life -
I realize that everyone's managing - and it's real important to me
to reach out to friends for companionship and not always just for
commiseration.
I don't feel like going to go down to meal prep - but I'll have a snack first
and then get to work -
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Sometimes, just getting some water/liquid and a friendly snack is enough to encourage our balance. Here's to keeping on "keep on".
Thanks Mid!
Try to keep a balance in life
Like Mid said
Thanks Bob. There’s been a lot of very difficult things happening here. I think it’s manifesting finally. I’ll be ok
the breakthrough exercise on my own perfectionism is, "define perfect."
decades after adopting this exercise, i still haven't found the perfect definition of perfect and am beginning to wonder if the most glaring imperfection in god's perfection is my definition of, "perfect."
or? ? ? am i lost in metaphor again?
serve me up a slice of that good ol' humble pie.
Thanks Arfie!