thoughts

i can’t really recall a time where i recollected my thoughts on a sheet of paper or a online document so here it goes: hello i don't know if anyone will read this but i'm just gonna talk. It’d be cool to have a friend to ‘confide’ in about these types of things. I don’t think i’ve found the right person yet. Maybe i never well, and that’s okay. Maybe it’s not as important as others make it out to be. But yeah i don’t think i’ve ever had one of those conversations i hear about where people, usually two, kinda connect and talk about really deep things like… the world? Why we’re here? What we’re meant to do?
why do i feel so lazy all the time i feel like i’m complaining for at least half of the day. i know that it’s good to talk about and acknowledge your problems but that’s kinda… intense? Hmm not a good word. I’ll think of a different one later. I just have to remember that there are people a lot worse off than me so i just have to see the glass half full sometimes. I mean then again i could have the best life with everything i would ever want but still not be happy. Life is sometimes weird like that. I feel like i am being the biggest cliche rn