Those moments when you just don’t know
I've been home today after work and the office and I took myself out for a coffee. Came home and have been watching " The American Experience " on PBS. I've been feeling pretty good though the market does a number on me sometimes because I get fatigued and have wonky interactions at times. But after being and working with the office my sense of calm and confidence returned. I feel empowered and wondered What else I could do with my day. That moment when you just don't know can really take away that sense of ability and make you crestfallen. Its like I am totally unknowing. I'm realizing that I have to just give it time, allow myself to experiment in the way that I do. It's weird how powerless you can feel when for a moment you feel like you don't know. But maybe it's like you just need to do something and the enjoyment will come sometime after...Things are good. Sending peace and gratitude out there.
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I guess we all have to deal with ‘our individual’ at times... won’t linger on stuff too much.
Don't know if this is a direction for you...helped me. I wrote out all the stuff I like to do and that I'm good at so next time I go into the worm hole I've got a Hard Copy Of Paper to give me ideas of what to do...knowing I'll need to push myself just to move..peace and gratitude back at ya :)
Thanks mlr!!! That’s a great idea!!
Very good idea mlro had! Do you have any Michaels craft stores around you mark? If you download the app there are always coupons and sometimes I’ll just walk around and find some project, no matter how small, to focus on.
yes there's a Michael's right next to the Petsmart where I get Blue's food and stuff. thanks Sensitive!!!xx
Dunno. . . I've been known to use those moments when I just don't know as proof of my incompetence. In that context, it makes a mighty harsh whip for self-abuse.
I can also use those moments when I just don't know as an opportunity to enjoy the mysteries of life.
Pass the popcorn. Don't bogart that joint, my friend.
Thanks Arfie