This week...

This week has been pretty up and down, but more up then down I think. At least while my fiance has been at work. He only got a slight attitude or issue with me or rather took his 'bad day' at work out on me once this week and it was so childish and senseless that it didn't make me angry or hurt as much as it has before or did before. I just hope I'm not letting him get away with more be a use of it. He seems to subconsciously be trying to make me make him the center of my life and I can't or am trying not to allow that to happen. The other thing that's been happening this week is issues with my son and hi's friends and gf being around. I mean I don't mind seeing him and knowing he's ok but he's just getting more obnoxious a d out of control with his behavior like I posted about the other day. He's become more controlling and manipulative and possessive and way more selfish like his bio father. 

My oldest daughter is doing ok, but I'm kinda worried that her gf of 6 most is becoming a bad influence on her. She got offered a job recently and idk if she'll a tally get to take it. A use she's got to pass a drug test and background check. She wouldn't have a problem had she not been smoking cannibis off and on for awhile since being with this girl. I know I have little to no control over my kids anymore but I want to die knowing they are going to live full lives and if they aren't heading in the right direction now idk if I'll be around when they start to. One good thing though is that they haven't had or gotten anyone pregnant yet..lol.

So I am praying that this weekend away from my youngest daughter and fiance will be a relaxing but fun one for the most part for all of us indirectly and directly as individuals and as a family or a whole. AMEN