This sucks

On friday before i went to counseling I went to kellys hung out with her and her fiance nick.  Nick wanted us to do something before he left today for his buisness trip so we were like ok so nick told us to put our hair in pig tails we complied next he wanted us to dress up in baby doll pjs we complied next he threw us something kelly looked at it and handed me one i looked at it and said no way am i going this far.  kelly said ok dont have to if you dont want to nick guided kelly to the bed he sat down pulled her over his lap and started spanking her my mouth dropped nick looked at me and said if you stay here your next i was not gonna get spanked i felt bad for kelly but redressed myself and left.  yeterday i called kelly she told me hes gonna be gone for three weeks i was like wow.  I asked her if she was alright because of what i saw she said shes fine he likes to control her.  I told her that im sorry i could not stay to be spanked by your fiance im very sensitive i dont fancy getting spanked by a guy.  she says its ok Im not used to their games I said games thats abuse she said its not.  I said it is dressing like a lttle girl being pulled over nicks lap to be spanked.  she says its not i was like whatever.  today i was asked by someone on here how to be defiant to your parents  i wont give advice on that but will say this you should be lucky to have siblings This may come out tough and im sorry but if you feel left out and want attention from your parents being defiant is gonna get you negative attention. being defiant will also get you in trouble someday. try doing thing around the house that will get you positive attention from your parents   Im not gonna say who this person isbut you know who you are grow the hell up.  I will answer any other of your questions but not this.  ok brielles right I did lose alot of weight my clothes are too big Im not loosing weight on purpose just whenever i eat 5 minutes later ill vomit its been like that for three months I lost 40 pounds from this Im gonna see the doctor to find out what is going on tomorrow.