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combating the fatigue, pain and my overall thoughts about it's immediate impact.  ugh, yuck, sucks, hate it, oh crap, and much much more roam through my mind......i will never understand it.  the illnesses, the problems that come with.....try to focus on the good sweet one......turn your face towards happier moments.

don't know if i can or not, we'll see.  i'm trying...cotton is in the dryer, my pretty long white skirt is air drying......finished breakfast, 9 grain bread with two poached eggs, soooo good!  and easy, if you like eggs, poached in particular, get a microwave poacher, between making the toast and making the eggs you're done in about five minutes if you really take your time!  when we hurt, we need go to meals and go to ideas!

bruce came to mow last night......i gave him the gift card my new dentist sent me.......a gift card for starbucks.  i don't drink caffeine, but when i heard that bruce was starting a new job this morning, a trip through the drive through line at starbucks seemed perfect for him.....he was delighted, said he loves to enjoy the occasional expresso.  bruce stopped eating bread and other carbs and the weight is falling off him.....his tummy, his face.......he is feeling much better as well!  i looooove bread and know that it is probably my downfall.......that and the occasional hot fudge sundae!

the yard looks so much better.....my body hurts.  what did i do?  what have i done?  i can't seem to remember saving the world.....running into any burning buildings, picking up any cars and throwing them high into the air.......so why does everything hurt?  it's primarily in my trunk area......not my tail trunk, my upper body trunk.  a slight case of costochondritis seems to be going away.......even a slight case will give a body cause to move and breathe carefully.  but there is a lot of achy breakiness in my rib area......still no clue what i have done. 

i got some stretchy cord at wal mart yesterday, currently restringing a bunch of my beaded bracelets.......it's a very calming thing to do with only one real problem, i don't see as well as i used to, so i really need to do the restringing in bed........i have one of those lights attached to my headboard that really illuminates things. like tiny holes in beads!!!!!!  i fixed four bracelets last night in the living room, before i worked on the mirror.........now i see why i hurt........i strung beads and painted. sheez..........such little things cause so much physical havoc. 

sending out love and hope and bits of bright sweet happy for you this monday!!!!!!!!!  hugs, ruthie