THIS IS TOUGH!
FRIDAY NIGHT: It is one day shy of 2 wks. since Melissa's passing. I am still in shock, I think. I miss her a lot! It is just 11 days until Scott's 1st angel date. I have been remembering those last few days..... I am a mess! Too much, too much! I did have a wonderful chat with one of my DS friends last night. It helped. I think we both laughed and that was good. Adam is doing as well as he can. He is hanging with friends, fishing, and hanging with me. Never really alone. I worry about him. I worry about me. I am so grateful to be off work for the summer. The weather, however, has been awful. Either it has been WINDY (40-45 mph) or rainy. I have not been able to get in the pool yet. I am looking forward to it! I just don't know how I will continue to do this day after day for the rest of my life. i just feel so empty! Thank you to all who have been so supportive. You are my strength when I cannot walk this journey on my own. Peaceful wishes
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It ia so hard when we lose another person so close to our family. It brings it all back to the surface. May your weather and mine change for the better.
The one year date will be a hard one , I am thinking about mine coming up in July. It just does not seem like it has been that long but some times it seem so much longer.
You are in my prayers...and again so sorry for your loss....with time things get somewhat easier...but still difficult....especially with a great loss just the year before....but hopefully yo find some comfort knowing that friends are here for you! Linda :)
Hugging you tightly! Praying for peace for you! Love, lana
You have been through so, so much --I can understand why you would be overwhelmed. Just one day at a time--that\'s is all we can do. Meanwhile, know that Your friends here at DS care about what you are going through and will say extra prayers for your family. Love, Judy
Thinking of you at this difficult time. Wishing you and Adam the best.
I understand. June is not a good month for me either. I hope you find some peace. I am thinking of you. Take care and do something for yourself.....
I\'ve been thinking of you.I know you miss Scott I miss Justin too haven\'t been to the cematary in awhile have been so busy.But sometime in the day I think of Justin he has his Dad now I honestly think he died from a broken heart.I\'m so sorry about Melissa it seems we always get knocked back down everytime we take a few steps forward on our jounery to a different life now.Thinking of you.Take Care,jfm24,Vicki
thinking of you and hugging you so tight. hope you are having a better day. love ya sheri