This is the end...

Dramatic title I know. But I really feel like it is. I can't stop myself. I really need to hurt myself. I took myself off my medicine. I won't be needing it anymore. I seem to be getting better to everyone but I am really not. Everytime I cut, it gets deeper and deeper, and I am sure that eventually it will get to the point where I will end up dead. Not that I care that much but still. A very very small part of me is trying to fight it but I think it is loosing.