this is me

i am a sophmore in highschool i have a decent group of friends. everything around me has been crashing down since middle school you may think how does a kid in grade six get a eating disorder, kids are nasty thats how. throughout middle school i had lost a lot of weight that by the time i was in grade 8 i was a lot smaller than the other kids theres pictures and i looked like i was in grade 6. i suffered through depression and anxiety through that and i still do. i self harmed myself on my legs and forearms, the scars from two years ago are still there. my mother is a alcoholic who is verbally abusive to me. i only have a relationship with my father. hes married again now and that marriage hurts me because the woman he is married to is obsessive over him and neglective towards me. i just want it to be me and my dad again.