This day was great:)
The day didn't start very well because my H was upset with my last journal post. I tried to explain to him that there would be times that I just needed to vent and say somethings so that I would feel better. I have no intention to hurt him at all. Thankfully he got over it quickly. Well I was totally dreading MC tonight, just kinda felt hopeless to even go. Well I wasn't not going to go and get a 25$ missed appt. fee....so out the door we went. I was afraid we would say something to piss each other off. All I can say is we both walked out of there smiling and feeling better. I was so happy. We where both happy. It was kinda weird because the counselor had us look at and talk to one another...really tell the other one how we felt without attacking. Of course I turned into a cry baby and told my H that I was afraid he was going to leave me for the OW. Then he had to respond back.Then after we did this a few times she asked us to list a few things the other person mentioned. She was teaching us how to talk to each other and how to listen better. I feel great...hit the elliptical for 40minutes and ran off some aggression. But over all the day was great!!!!! H was affectionate and loving and I am not think of the OW.