This cold!!!
I started getting this cold last Sunday. And I thought then, where are you Jeff????
You would have taken good care of me. Now I am STILL in bed. Thought I felt better so I got out today and went to lunch with my Mom, Dad and Sister. By the time I drove the 20 miles back to town, I was soooo ready to climb back into bed. And here I am.
Hunter wanted me to go watch him play drums for the last HS Basketball home game of the season and I truly tried. I just felt like crap. Still running a fever and sneezing. I just couldn't do it! I hope he understands.
I am watching the 20/20 story of the family who took the wrong turn in the mountains in the snow. How can I think that my loss is so great when young families are suffering losses like this? The babies? The husband gone? And the other spouses on this site who have lost like I have? Feeling the pain that I feel? How can I be so selfish to think that I am the only one in pain? And how can I think that my life will not get better without you, Jeff? I don't want to be selfish. I want to help others so that they don't have to feel what I feel without you.
Rambling.........huh? Well, my fingers sometimes just type what my heart tells them to. I guess the message is - I feel miserable with out you! I miss you! I want you back to take care of me and make me feel better. Miss ya Jeppie!
You would have taken good care of me. Now I am STILL in bed. Thought I felt better so I got out today and went to lunch with my Mom, Dad and Sister. By the time I drove the 20 miles back to town, I was soooo ready to climb back into bed. And here I am.
Hunter wanted me to go watch him play drums for the last HS Basketball home game of the season and I truly tried. I just felt like crap. Still running a fever and sneezing. I just couldn't do it! I hope he understands.
I am watching the 20/20 story of the family who took the wrong turn in the mountains in the snow. How can I think that my loss is so great when young families are suffering losses like this? The babies? The husband gone? And the other spouses on this site who have lost like I have? Feeling the pain that I feel? How can I be so selfish to think that I am the only one in pain? And how can I think that my life will not get better without you, Jeff? I don't want to be selfish. I want to help others so that they don't have to feel what I feel without you.
Rambling.........huh? Well, my fingers sometimes just type what my heart tells them to. I guess the message is - I feel miserable with out you! I miss you! I want you back to take care of me and make me feel better. Miss ya Jeppie!
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Rambling is good for the soul...Hugs, D
I am so sorry you are feeling sick. I had that all go on last week. And it was tough. To be sick without my hubby here to take care of me. I know how you feel. I hope you get better soon. Hugs, Dawn
Hope you\'re feeling better soon and we all know your pain. Hang in there. Hugs, Kip.
I know how you feel when you are so use to having someone who loves you take care of you. I hope you feel better soon, and no you are not being selfish. I miss my Big Baby everyday. I talk to his picture and still ask him why. Take care of yourself.