thinking

Today I am going to try to get on the right track. I am starting to realize how much life I am missing out on. Since I have congestive heart failure, the longer I stay fat, the less time on earth I have to have a life. It's absolutely ridiculous to keep eating myself into the grave. I am down 7 lbs this week, so I just need to keep it going. I hope some of you out there will  pray with and for me that food will lose it's hold on me and I will be able to regain my life. I sometimes, well often, start out with great intentions that fall by the wayside. I will do my best to not let this happen this time.