Things I am now remembering
On the past Sunday I triggered very bad- shaking, stuttering, crying and almost fell when my knees buckled. It started with my husband hammering to remove a carpet tack strip. The sound was the trigger. I was seeing the time around 9 yrs old when the house was being remodeled. I was sitting in what was left of the living room, eating cereal for breakfast. Everything covered in plastic. Table in kitchen but no chairs. It was not a school day. The contractor and my mom were in one corner of the kitchen as I could see from the doorway. Don't know what they were saying. Then the contract came toward me- I could not see his face. I was very terrified- both in the vision and reality. When I calmed down, I had to find the contractor's name. After several hours of searching, found it- Pat Pat Cerimele. Still can't remember the face. I do not remember much from this time in my life but feel that there is a reason the memories are locked away. Don't even like the sound of his name.
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