Things change every day....trying to know the fundamentals

for me my illness morphs every day. Instinctively, in the effort to be as self responsible as possible, I started to try and focus on and understand the fundamentals in my life. I guess I could seem a square peg but I think it's been an important thing for me to do. I have not been so brave to aspire to my own life, in fact after getting sick I have really developed a fear of flying solo. I feel like if I focus on the fundamentals at least there will be a catch all or a safety net for me when I get derailed. I really hope for the best even if that best is a small success.

Have a good Sunday everyone!!