things are pretty good.
I am seeing that though I have been systematizing my day's activities - creating routines and order - as a way to deal with time..I see I also now need to be creative with that challenge... So often I will 'think and think' or eat or drink - but I am seeing that these are just ways, choices, that I am trying to fill my time and maybe now I can be make some better choices for dealing with my empty time - set up challenges or art projects to deal.
it's not just about quieting the storm..I have the opportunity to do stuff! :)
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Dan, I think I am doing pretty good actually. This may seem like a simple observation on my part - but I feel positive and though I have my limitations I also feel potential about my day. As a reaction to my illness and to the broad possibility in life I can be really conservative. I feel glad that at least today I am feeling like brave enough to see opportunity and happiness about that.