Things are good...again :)

I have noticed that the kind of energy that makes me nervous when I am with others (but grateful to be with others)

also works on me when I am alone. It's that energy that goes into seeking definition...I realize that I seek things out like that when I am alone - and then also when I am with others - I seek it yet in a contextual way.. socially and I tend to get

petrified a bit - but similarly I get petrified when alone - but I am learning what it is - that seeking - and now that I know what it is, I think I can 'put it down', understand it at least - and go for things in my life. Ok this may seem kind of cryptic but it is light giving to me.

sending peace and good vibes.