Things are good.

Things are going good today. They’re having me rely more and more on my own resources to do the liturgy.

It’s a challenge. I feel at times I can barely hold information in my head but as I wrestled with that today I also realized that I may very well be just a mediocre priest. There’s a lot of pressure and delusion perhaps on my part that I am special or talented.

I was in high school and college but I’ve been knocked down a number of pegs by my illness and I’m realizing in my own way the normalcy of things regarding my life and where I now live. At times yes, I walk with pain and sadness and yes doing a number of very diverse errands can blow me out. But I’m just seeing that as my normality. I’d like to be able to spend more time with Blue to care for his wellness during the day but things are good.

 

Peace,

 

Mark