things are good

I don't want to jinx things, but the last few days have been mostly pretty good.

I have had some ups and downs, but I've kept waiting for my 'ship to right itself'

Well I have kind of had a strategy as well...Thinking in new ways - feel an inner sense

of structure that I can rely on - rather than dip into the all consuming desire of life.

It's strange to write about it...I just feel like I can keep one foot in the grounded sense

of duty that I have to do.
Also, tomorrow I work with the local organization the "Mountain Trust.org" - I'll be helping

them plant and restore local grasses in the mountain reserves locally. I am really looking

forward to it! :)