things are good

had a good day here... things were understood, understandable and I have a new perspective

that is helping me along the way. everyone has their ideal of how things should be - and they bring

that to the table - and yet when we're all together - we submit to the group - to converse and get along

respectful/respective of that ideal in all of us....it helps me to see this ...as now I make my day - respectful/respective of my own desires and the dignity and way in which I want to live my life....

what I want to do with my time...and also helps me keep steady, both contented and bolstered with confidence..and the relativity of things.

I was just sitting here not going to write...I live in a suburb by a freeway - the sounds of the cars rushing by

and then emergency sirens of some firetruck or ambulance going by - a trash collection truck backing up 

and me and Blue sharing the space in this living room...it seemed like an odd existence but I was going

to be bashful and not write a thing and then I thought ah fuck it..write!!!

I hope you guys are having a good Monday!! Christmas week begins!!!

xo

Mark