Things are actually really good lately

So last month there was some soul searching and general restlessness...and a little bit of anxiety and depression. This month things seem to be mellowing out a great deal. Could it be a string of celebrity deaths has slapped me upside the head and made me realize that I have a damn good life, despite the teenage level angst I can have sometimes? I mean really, let's think about this for a second... I have the best bf in the world. Seriously...he's cute, smart, funny, kind, good with animals, babies, and old people...a great cook to boot.  I have a small cluster of nice friends even though I don't see them as much as I wish I could (transportation is a huge pain in the ass).  My parents kinda suck but they're not...well...horrible people.  I have an awesome, cushy, well paying job that enables me to surf the net and talk to my friends all day. I like almost all of my coworkers and the one person I'm not crazy about is someone I barely have any contact with anyway. I have two adorable cats who love me and are great snugglers. I have a shabby, small, but clean and relatively cheap apartment.  I work out on a pretty regular basis and eat relatively healthy. I am maintaining a weight that I'm pretty comfortable with. I realize I will never weigh 100 lbs again...but 110 would be really nice :) I'll stick with 130 for now.  I am loved.

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Always good to hear a positive story. :-)
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Its always good to hear your feeling better about your situation and life in general. Keep up the good work, I\'m sure the exercise is also helping a bit too. Take care. Later, - T