They're Only Numbers...
On the calendar, it's 8/26. On the clock, 8:26. On the cash register, $8.26. They're only numbers but why do they bring up emotion so easily? It all comes down to the first date and the anniversary.
For years the numbers meant something good to me but now, I'd rather avoid them altogether and wish they could be removed although that isn't possible. I know that K has always loved numbers and we would playfully and lovingly call the numbers out to each other back when they meant something good.
For her, is the new number something like 12/10? 12:11? $12.12? I know she could tell you the exact day, time and circumstances of her first date with him. Will she also remember the date in late May or early June when he moves out of state and breaks her heart? I certainly hope it tears her apart like its doing me. I want her to see those numbers and start to cry for her new lost love, I want it to rip her fucking heart out like she did mine.
For years the numbers meant something good to me but now, I'd rather avoid them altogether and wish they could be removed although that isn't possible. I know that K has always loved numbers and we would playfully and lovingly call the numbers out to each other back when they meant something good.
For her, is the new number something like 12/10? 12:11? $12.12? I know she could tell you the exact day, time and circumstances of her first date with him. Will she also remember the date in late May or early June when he moves out of state and breaks her heart? I certainly hope it tears her apart like its doing me. I want her to see those numbers and start to cry for her new lost love, I want it to rip her fucking heart out like she did mine.
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I\'m sorry.....The pain is so unfair.....It all makes no sense
Just one more thing I have to get past, David. It\'ll come but it seems like it\'s taking forever to get past that one crucial step