They Are Exes For a Reason
My mom sure does know me to a T. She says i'm always in a fantasy world and that i never come down to reality. She's right. Aaron called me earlier today and told me that some Northerners were after him because he is no longer in the gang and he owed them money for drugs. He claims that it had been a year or so that this has happened since he owed them money. He took them to his house went inside and didnt come out. He owed them about $250 and they finally left. I called him back and he said he had some "friends" there yet i heard silence in the background. His mom called me about thirty minutes ago, very upset and asked when was the last time i talked to him. I told her about an hour and a half ago and he was in a hurry, and real short with me. He and/or his friends broke into his mom's room and stole a VCR/DVD player, and some jewelry that were heirlooms. I told her everything that i knew. She said if i want him i can have him, because he'd crossed the line with her. They even broke down her bedroom door with it being locked. It is clear to me that he hasnt changed and is still a thief. I dont want him treating me this way and this definitely raised a major red flag to me. We were planning on moving in together in Albuquerque and i was thinking to myself i didnt even want to leave my spare truck key with him. Why should i be with someone i cant trust??? He is addicted to meth and heroin. His mom told me he lied to me again just Sunday saying he went to San Francisco with his pastor. His mom told me he didnt. The first thing he left for me on my voicemail is that he "didnt do any drugs". That tells me right there he's guilty. His mom told me he's not allowed in her house anymore. Therefore, i dont want to risk things i have worked hard for and to lose my family over him. He's not worth me losing my family. My family is what meants most to me. They've always been there for me. Aaron's mom has always been there for him and he should respect her and want to help her. When he lived out here he was never on meth or heroin. I cant deal with this. I even called a radio show to hear another opinion and Rude Jude told me to "Harden the f*ck up!" It's going to hurt my heart but i need to dump him. Jude was right. I sure know how to pick em! All he's done is push me away. I dont deserve this. My mom is right she says that Aaron wont be able to provide me with extra things that i deserve. That i'm spoiled and i deserve to keep being spoiled. Yea i think i need to remain alone. Daisy (my red-nosed Pitbull) is my only committed relationship! I attract the WRONG men! I'll be ok.....
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