The Weekend

I am so damn mad at J.  First moving back in with my aunt I was having trouble with the younger boy listening to me.  He kept coming into my room and sitting on the bed.  Then he tried to get real close to watch my computer and I told him to back off, then real stern I told him to back off and finally as loud as I could-“Aaron BACK OFF NOW”.  Well the aunt got the message.  Saturday J and the boys came over and we “had a talk”.  The aunt said it was like when someone got between a moma bear and he cubs, that is what I have done.  WHAT?  What about me being a sexual perv?  Then they let me go with them to the mall and all was alright.  Sunday was weird.  I had to go with my aunt, car was elsewhere.  I did not want to go to Sunday school, so I sat in the kitchen.  The Spanish Pastor, who I have had problems with, saw me and came over to talk to me.  I already feel that some of this is a spiritual.  Anyway I told him I wanted to know what was going on.  He said it was a series of events, that me hanging around Roy, (helping his actually), was creating negative issues with the youth.  We shit no one told me.  And that when Roy is with me he acts up. BS BS BS!!!  Now they want me to “prove” myself.  That is was encouraging that I was not hiding from the church.  Hell I am there for the boys, no other reason.  That they want me to attend the singles Sunday school Class, where I was prior, and find some where away from the youth to volunteer.  Also they have Roy in “puppet” ministry since the issue at camp.  Roy thinks it is fun but I am worried about what will happen when the church fully turns on him.  I was able to give Roy a hug yesterday and reassure him.  This morning both boys were at home and Aaron started a huge fight and Roy took off to his aunt’s house.  I congratulated him for not putting up with it anymore.  I am going to stay my course, yes the church and home issue has presented some set backs, but I am dealing with it.