The waves keep coming

and another wave just hit me.  I think I've never felt so alone in my life. Not lonely.  That's different and I can't really explain why.  I have a lot of people who love me.  I get that.
But it just hit me.  I came into this weeked feeling all right if not exactly good.  But right now I feel incredibly alone.  It's Sunday night and I know I have to go back to work tomorrow and should be preparing for that tonight but I just don't want to.  I feel like I really don't even want to go to work tomorrow.  Which is crazy and not really an option.  It just all seems pointless.  Shit!