the vanity of my understandings might not sustain me

but my belief in god will.

I thought about tonight, as I was driving home from Pennsylvania, that I was constantly in search

of better form of myself - a stable form of myself. I realized we all make mistakes and for that

those who behave and react as if they don't - with harshness and bombast when someone else

does, really is a litmus test for me for 'trying my patience and tolerance' for accepting that kind of behavior.

But I realized also in this pursuit of a better, constant and reliable sense of self that we all choose a narrative

in life to guide us or to follow through with and reinforce out lives. Whether it's religion, or nobility,

or some kind of personal mythology. It's just what people do to give some understanding.

I get it. I have to hit the sack. I wake at 330am tomorrow.

peace, good vibes and mojo