THE REASON

STILL IN THE BLAH ZONE!! I THINK I KNOW WHY. FOR THE LAST TWO WEEKS OR SO I HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH MY DAUGHTER AND HER DEPRESSIVE CYCLE. ONE NIGHT I HAD TO TAKE HER TO EMERGENCY AS SHE WAS HAVING A MAJOR PANIC ATTACK. SHE HAD NEVER HAD THE BIG ONE BEFORE AND SHE WAS CONVINCED SHE WAS DYING. NOTHING I COULD SAY COULD DISSUADE HER SO OFF WE WENT. OF COURSE, THAT IS EXACTLU WHAT THE DOC TOLD HER. SO WHEN IT CAME FROM HIM SHE FELT BETTER. YEAH, WHAT DO BP MUM'S KNOW ABOUT ANXIETY ATTACKS ANYWAY...JOKE!! SHE IS ON WELLBUTRIN AND SOME ATIVAN BUT THE WELLBUTRIN IS CAUSING MORE PROBLEMS THAN IT IS CURING SO SHE NEEDS A DIFFERENT MED. I FIND IT HARD TO DEAL WITH HER AND IT REALLY BRINGS MY DEPRESSION TO A HEAD. HOPEFULLY, TODAY SHE WILL GET TO SEE HER DOC, WHO BY THE WAY I THINK IS A USELESS TOOL, AND GET A NEW MED. I SAY THAT ABOUT HER DOC AS ONCE UPON A TIME WHEN I FIRST WENT INTO THE DEPRESSION OF BP SHE WAS MY DOC AND THOUGHT THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH ME. YEAH, RIGHT!!ANYWAY, GOTTA GO. EVERYONE BE WELL DEBBIE