The pressures on!!
I feel the stress and pressure of the next 9 months piling on! If you read my earlier journal about how busy my coming term is.... you know what I am talking about! I know it will all work out... I do know this... but that does not stop me from feeling the pressure of the workload I will be carrying.
I have noticed the desire to eat eat eat this week... and I have decided this is head stuff from the pressure of the coming term. I think this is probably something I've done in the past, eat more the week before a big change is about to happen and I just never really noticed it.
This is different than the normal, say, get in argument with hubby, head to kitchen... this is more subtle.... just a pressure I am feeling and want to ignore with food...
Not this time... this time I am confronting the feeling and allowing myself to feel the stress and pressure... knowing that I will see it thru and it will all work out. I am trying to instead of worry about the next 9 months... to just look at fall term and keep the focus smaller.
Whatever it all is... Its not going to be about food this time!
I have noticed the desire to eat eat eat this week... and I have decided this is head stuff from the pressure of the coming term. I think this is probably something I've done in the past, eat more the week before a big change is about to happen and I just never really noticed it.
This is different than the normal, say, get in argument with hubby, head to kitchen... this is more subtle.... just a pressure I am feeling and want to ignore with food...
Not this time... this time I am confronting the feeling and allowing myself to feel the stress and pressure... knowing that I will see it thru and it will all work out. I am trying to instead of worry about the next 9 months... to just look at fall term and keep the focus smaller.
Whatever it all is... Its not going to be about food this time!
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