The other woman
I just feel so damm stupid. How can I still love him if I suspect that there is something going on. If he doesnt love me any more why cant he just tell me a let me move on. I mean he still tells me he loves me and that he wants kids with me, but the bitch moved down here. I saw her today and he told me not to start no stuff, lile I was going to start a fight or something. I want to confront her with what I know, like how she said she was just his friend, but then sent text messages and stuff of a romantic/sexual nature. I want to send her family and her soon to be ex-hubby, a copy of all the instant messaging chats that they had. I want to do it even though I know that would be just me gettign revenge. But damm it, I feel like I am due a little revenge. I feel like I due to stand up for myself. It want the bitch to hurt as much as I am hurting right now. Is it so wrong to think like that? I just dont know how much more of the pain, anxiety and sadness I can take. I don't want to do anything anymore. I just want to stay in my bed until I fade away and die.
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