The more things change...

Dear DS diary,
It's not really like I left here...it's more like I really haven't had anything new to say in forever.
I still don't, really.  I'm planning on running a second 5K this year, possibly a third if the cards fell right.  But after I finished the first one there was no longer any question that I wanted to do a second one.
The hunt to find new employment goes on because there really isn't any future for my in pharmacy, but there's not a lot of hope there.  Not considering that I would rather be shot than trust someone face-to-face.  Have you seen the video for or otherwise heard "Hello" by Adele?  Kinda screams of how it feels to only have friends in cyberspace because your experience in the real world has taught you that nobody is your friend to me.
One thing has gone right.  I've started to play tabletop simulation sports games, mostly ones of the quick play variety using a minimal number of charts and six-sided dice usually.  With some classical music on in the background, they do seem to be helping my sleep pattern a bit.  For a time I had thought I felt a need to share how my season replays were going with others.  I'm over that now.

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Julie111
Julie111

It\'s great to see you putting something in your journal.
I hope you sleep keeps improving
hugs my friend