The Moment I found out

I was fifteen when I went to the doctors for a check up and they needed to take blood. Little did i know that they were testing me for turner syndrome my mom Knew and never told me. So I was at my dads for a normal visit and she called me and said I had to go back to the doctors, I was really mad , but i went and protested against it. of course when we got there the doctor had a very serious face and it was very disturbing to me. Then the doctor went on and eventually she came out and said it " you have turners syndrome" i didn't know exactly what that ment i just knew it was serious. she gave us a packet that explained most of it and being fifteen you don't know what that means. But as i read more and more it came clear my chances to have a family were significantly decreased and that ment i couldn't be a mom like ive imagined here and there obviously i was young and had an idea of the future and what i wanted. now that's all changed I am 19 and going to college and have came up with a sort of plan which is try and have a baby artificially inseminated and adopt and i am trusting in god that when im ready that god will bless with with a healthy baby and i will adopt a child who needs an amazing family. when I am ready and the appropriate age.