The lowest of the low
Today I found out from a friend that my ex is sleeping with this guy.
A guy that I have met, and she flirted with in front of me. When I confronted her she made me feel like I was crazy.
Her best friend and room mate told me that she has been sleeping with this guy for a long time, and we only broke up a month ago. She says that she seems really happy and like a 14 year old girl who has just experienced attraction from guys for the first time. She says that her friends and her don't know who she is any more, smoking pot and partying and having sex with this man.
I think I'm going to be sick..
I don't think that things are going to be ok, I can't deal with this. She has no sympathy, we were crazy in love, we talked about marriage and I was about to propose and now this is the response.
How am i supposed to deal with this. How? How can I find the strength to carry one every day?
I hate my life right now. I hate it so much.
peace out cruel world
A guy that I have met, and she flirted with in front of me. When I confronted her she made me feel like I was crazy.
Her best friend and room mate told me that she has been sleeping with this guy for a long time, and we only broke up a month ago. She says that she seems really happy and like a 14 year old girl who has just experienced attraction from guys for the first time. She says that her friends and her don't know who she is any more, smoking pot and partying and having sex with this man.
I think I'm going to be sick..
I don't think that things are going to be ok, I can't deal with this. She has no sympathy, we were crazy in love, we talked about marriage and I was about to propose and now this is the response.
How am i supposed to deal with this. How? How can I find the strength to carry one every day?
I hate my life right now. I hate it so much.
peace out cruel world
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I have been feeling this way today. I found out my ex has a newgirlfriend, ALREADY.
We broke up at the beginning of February. He told me once that he couldn\'t live without me and wanted to marry me. And now he has a new girlfriend who is beyond breathtakingly beautiful and is already taking pictures with his child (who he never let me meet) and his whole family.
I feel sick. And so helplessly miserable I just feel like I\'m going to die.
I\'m sorry to hear that you are going through this. I remember the exact time I wrote this, it was like someone had stabbed me in the heart and then thrown it on the ground to jump on it some more.
Eventually it will only be a memory though, and the emotions attached to it, shadows of their former selves.
Hugs from me, and remember to try and temper the emotions. I know that for me it can sometimes be like a cacophony, welling up inside like a storm. In reality, it\'s just another person that you are better off without.