THE HOLE

WELL, GUYS, THIS IS MY MOTTO FOR TODAY. I NEED TO BE STRONG BECAUSE I HAVE HAD A SLIP INTO THE DARK HOLE. I AM NOT IN DEEP YET JUST BELOW THE EDGE. IT ALL STARTED YESTERDAY...I WAS IN MONCTON WITH MY GAL PAL. I HAD MY EYELASHES DNE, THEN WE WENT TO EAT AND THEN DID SOME SHOPPING. I WAS FEELING GREAT. THEN OUT OF THE BLUE IT WAS LIKE SOMEONE HAD STUCK A PIN IN ME AND I DEFLATED LIKE A BALLOON. ALL OF MY ENRGY JUST DRAINED AWAY, I FELT DIZZY AND ALL OF THE COLOR LEFT MY FACE. INSIDE I WAS FEELING LIKE I WAS GOING TO CRY. I ASKED MY FRIEND IF SHE WOULD MIND IF WE CUT THE DAY SHORT...NO PROBLEM. I THEN PICKED UP MY DAUGHTER ON OUR WAY HOME. I COULD NOT EVEN FOLLOW THE CONVERSATION MY MIND WAS LIKE A BLANK. IT WAS ALL I COULD DO TO FOCUS ON THE DRIVING AND NOT PUT US IN A DITCH. I CAME HOME, PUT ON MY JAMMIES AND WENT TO BED. I AM STILL NOT GOOD THIS MORNING SO I PLAN TO DO NOTHING TODAY EXCEPT REST AND RELAX AND TRY TO GET OUT OF THE HOLE BEFORE I SLIDE ANY FURTHER. I WILL BE STRONG!!! DEBBIE