THE HOLE

WELL, GUYS, THIS IS MY MOTTO FOR TODAY. I NEED TO BE STRONG BECAUSE I HAVE HAD A SLIP INTO THE DARK HOLE. I AM NOT IN DEEP YET JUST BELOW THE EDGE. IT ALL STARTED YESTERDAY...I WAS IN MONCTON WITH MY GAL PAL. I HAD MY EYELASHES DNE, THEN WE WENT TO EAT AND THEN DID SOME SHOPPING. I WAS FEELING GREAT. THEN OUT OF THE BLUE IT WAS LIKE SOMEONE HAD STUCK A PIN IN ME AND I DEFLATED LIKE A BALLOON. ALL OF MY ENRGY JUST DRAINED AWAY, I FELT DIZZY AND ALL OF THE COLOR LEFT MY FACE. INSIDE I WAS FEELING LIKE I WAS GOING TO CRY. I ASKED MY FRIEND IF SHE WOULD MIND IF WE CUT THE DAY SHORT...NO PROBLEM. I THEN PICKED UP MY DAUGHTER ON OUR WAY HOME. I COULD NOT EVEN FOLLOW THE CONVERSATION MY MIND WAS LIKE A BLANK. IT WAS ALL I COULD DO TO FOCUS ON THE DRIVING AND NOT PUT US IN A DITCH. I CAME HOME, PUT ON MY JAMMIES AND WENT TO BED. I AM STILL NOT GOOD THIS MORNING SO I PLAN TO DO NOTHING TODAY EXCEPT REST AND RELAX AND TRY TO GET OUT OF THE HOLE BEFORE I SLIDE ANY FURTHER. I WILL BE STRONG!!! DEBBIE

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penny59
penny59

Debbie i am sorry you are in a hole.. i can totally understand that feeling.. just get plenty of rest and take good care of you. i will keep you in my prayers.. there is always a light at the end of the tunnel.. big hugs ..love marie
deleted_user
deleted_user

You need some sun, and some warm weather. Hope you are feeling better now, and getting some rest. I know whenever I overdo I get the same way.
Love you,
Susanne
deleted_user
deleted_user

It might be possible that the switch from beautiful sunshine and then back to -29 could have something to do with your slipping. I am still climbing out. I just feel like a dishrag. I will take mania any day I don\'t care what they say. I will say a prayer for you. Hang on. In 60 days it will be April 5th or so, WTF I don\'t even know what date it is. Love and hugs NJ
deleted_user
deleted_user

Oh Debbie, I am so sorry to hear you are in the \'hole\'. It\'s bloody annoying that it happens so fast with no apparent cause. You rest up and hibernate for a wee bit (but not too long) to renew yourself. xo