THE GREAT WALL OF DEPRESSION
The world leans on us. When we sag, the whole world seems to droop. ERIC HOFFER
Well, I was fine when I wrote yesterday’s journal. I had lots of plans for the day. Then at 10:30 a.m. I hit the "GREAT WALL OF DEPRESSION". I STARTED CRYING, ANXIETY, COULD HARDLY BREATHE AND ON IT GOES. POOR HUBBY JUST DOESN’T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE OF THESE SESSIONS THAT COME OUT OF THE BLUE. I TOOK EXTRA PILLS AND CRAWLED BACK IN BED. THAT IS WHERE I STAYED ALL DAY. TODAY IS "IFFY" I FEEL IT SQUIRMING JUST BELOW THE SURFACE. SUPPOSE TO GO TO THE SUGAR WOODS TODAY WITH OUR FRIENDS AND HAVE PANCAKES AND SAUSAGE. THEN PLAY A LITTLE MEXICAN DOMINOS. I REALLY HAVE MY DOUBTS THAT THIS WILL HAPPEN. BUT I WILL PUSH MYSELF AS MUCH AS I CAN. HOWEVER, I DON’T WANT TO GET AN HOUR FROM HOME WITH LOADS PF PEOPLE AROUND AND HAVE A MELTDOWN!!!
DEBBIE
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Well, I was fine when I wrote yesterday’s journal. I had lots of plans for the day. Then at 10:30 a.m. I hit the "GREAT WALL OF DEPRESSION". I STARTED CRYING, ANXIETY, COULD HARDLY BREATHE AND ON IT GOES. POOR HUBBY JUST DOESN’T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE OF THESE SESSIONS THAT COME OUT OF THE BLUE. I TOOK EXTRA PILLS AND CRAWLED BACK IN BED. THAT IS WHERE I STAYED ALL DAY. TODAY IS "IFFY" I FEEL IT SQUIRMING JUST BELOW THE SURFACE. SUPPOSE TO GO TO THE SUGAR WOODS TODAY WITH OUR FRIENDS AND HAVE PANCAKES AND SAUSAGE. THEN PLAY A LITTLE MEXICAN DOMINOS. I REALLY HAVE MY DOUBTS THAT THIS WILL HAPPEN. BUT I WILL PUSH MYSELF AS MUCH AS I CAN. HOWEVER, I DON’T WANT TO GET AN HOUR FROM HOME WITH LOADS PF PEOPLE AROUND AND HAVE A MELTDOWN!!!
DEBBIE
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