The Ex still continues.... 113

Yeap 113 days after the break up... (yes, she is still counting) she still continues to reach out. Even though I asked her not too.

IT started with the I miss yous, and then she told me about how awkward it was for her to go to a wedding by herself....and more I miss yous...of course I dont respond to her.

I am  now seeing a psychologist, not because of her or my Exes. But for myself and my own healing. I want to be a better person, and  trust and forgive the past.

We had a good family and friends cookout for labor day, lots of meat... and food... and home made icecream.

I had a dream about my first wife cheating on me, ( which she did once while i was deployed overseas during the war) she told me about it right after it happened.