the coil of things

I had a bad social experience this morning.It colored my morning - and I felt a real low sense.I have so much hill to climb and this thing that happenedthis morning made it feel like it is all not worth it.
I've tried to objectify what I was going through -it's made it a little more tolerable - just to see thatmood swing that's gone real low - and in a sense I can tellmyself that it will pass.
The reason why I titled this 'the coil of things" as it almost seems like there is a coil inside that expands and contracts and affects the mood.
My family is trying to encourage me to build a life for myself. It's just a rough day. I know we all have 'em.