The bottom line is...
Today is a day that I am not strong, I just feel like it will never happen! I am on Christmas break but my husband is off too and I love him, but he gets on my nerves when I am already feeling down. Had all the get togethers with family and did great, but then it hits me that I don't have kids and I don't know how or when! I am not strong today! After this long and this much pain, just tell me that I will one day be a mom. Tell me that this journey will end because I can't see the light today
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I\'m sorry I\'m late seeing this and hope you are feeling better. Bad days suck! I do believe you will be a mom and I hope a new year has given you new found hope!!
We all have these days!! The doomed, overwhelmed feeling just plain sucks. I am glad to hear you had a good cry and your day got better. Sometimes we need a release of all these frustrating emotions of the unknown. Sending some love your way...xoxo
Today I will be strong enough for both of us, so you don\'t have to be strong and trust me all this struggle will be worth it! Somehow, someway you will be a mother!! Big hugs!! XOX