The Beginning

I am starting to find ways to love myself, and begin to want to care for my well being. Dealing with depression has given me mental and emotional hell for 3 years now. I am sick of doing what I have been doing. I have sat here doing nothing but chores, eating, and sleeping. I need to find something solid that can help me start accepting and loving who I am despite my flaws, my insecurities, and my emotional personality and tendency to over think. I need to move forward. I've been terrified of doing so but I know with my soul and spirit and mind and heart and every tired part of my existence that I need to find a way forward. So I'm here now, trying to find support, and self love... I hope I can overcome the fears my past has created.