thats done

  well, the operation is over. my hands all bandaged up and i'm on morphine right now. not so bad. i can't use capitals here because i'm typing with one hand. i scored a big fat zero in the patience department. when i woke up i wanted to leave and they kept telling me all these policies and rules. i tried being calm and polite, but eventually i lost the battle andd demanded my clothes. i hate when people start playing silly games. guess i'm getting old. they were telling me that if i sign out, they would do such and such the next time. i know they have there job to do, but after an hour of just sitting in front of everyone in a night gown, i had enough. anyway, glad thats over. now comes the fun part of trying to dress and use the washroom. i payed the hydro off today after i got out. that feels good having that out of the way. i have to start eating more too. since georgette left i've gone back to hardley eating. when she was here i was starting to gain weight and things were going good. i was eating three meals a day. i find it hard to want to cook things all the time after work. i snack here and there, and at work i eat pretty good, being around food helps. i seen at the hospital that my weight was 150lbs. should be about 170lbs. i'm going to get something shortly tho. i need to. haven't ate since yesterday because of the operation. i hope everything is well with georgette. she's on a train visiting and traveling. i really envy her for taking the oportunity. i think it's great to do stuff like that when you can. never know whats going to happen, so if you can, go for it. i miss her already tho. i like talking with her. she's a good lady. i hope everything goes well when she gets back home. she's really handling things well. she's my little spunky, and i love her. god i thank you for everything. help me to be strong and do the things you want of me. bless georgette, and all the people on d.s. thank you. amen.