THANKFUL FOR TODAY

WELL, ANOTHER DAY IS HERE AND FOR THAT I AM THANKFUL...I SOMETIMES FEEL VERY FOOLISH FOR COMPLAINING ABOUT MY LIFE BECAUSE I DO REALIZE THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE WORSE OFF THAN ME.BUT THEN AGAIN ITS HUMAN NATURE FOR US TO FEEL SORRY FOR OURSELVES NOW AND THEN.AND THANK GOD FOR DS THAT LENDS US AN EAR OF PEOPLE WHO REALLY CARE AND DO UNDERSTAND...I THANK EVERYONE FOR BEING SO UNDERSTANDING AND CAREING.I ONLY WISH WE COULD BRING ALL THE SAD AND LONELY PEOPLE TOGETHER  IN PERSON SO MAYBE WE COULD LIVE IN A BETTER WORLD.JUST THINK HOW MANY PEOPLE WE PASS BY EACH DAY AND SAY NOTHING ,BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY WE ALL COME TOGETHER IN OUR COMPUTER WORLD.I AM SADDENED TODAY TO LEARN ONE OF MY DS FRIENDS PASSED AWAY LAST NIGHT.SHE GAVE UP THE LONELINESS AND SADNESS FIGHT....AND THATS EXACTELY WHAT IT IS ,AN EVERYDAY FIGHT TO KEEP OURSELVES SANE ENOUGH TO STAY ALIVE.I ALWAYS FOUND IT FRUSTRATEING TO HEAR PEOPLE SAY ONLY COWARDS COMMIT SUICIDE...WELL, MAYBE THEY ARE THE COURAGEOUS ONES IN THIER OWN WAY...HOW VERY LONELY AND SCARED THESE PEOPLE HAVE HAD TO BE TO FINALLY MAKE THIER LAST DECISION TO LEAVE THIS WORLD TO THE UNKNOWN.MAYBE THAT WAS THIER ONLY COMFORT IN LIFE TO BE APART OF SOMETHING BIGGER.THE REST OF US JUST KEEP PLUGGING AWAY DAY AFTER DAY WAITING FOR HAPPINESS.....LETS HOPE AND PRAY WE FIND IT IN THIS LIFE....AS I SAT ON MY PORCH TODAY LOOKING OUT OVER THE MOUNTAINS,AT THE FLOWERS AND ENJOYING THE BIG FLUFFY CLOUDS THAT LOOKED SO CLOSE I COULD TOUCH THEM  AND WATCHING MY SON HAPPILY RIDEING HIS BIKE,I  FELT AT PEACE AND VERY ,VERY THANKFUL FOR ALL I DO HAVE....SOMEDAYS WE GET SO WRAPPED UP IN OUR CRAZY LIVES ,ITS HARD TO SEE THE BEAUTY RIGHT BEFORE US. I AM NOT SAYING THAT I WILL NEVER CRY OR COMPLAIN OR FEEL LIKE I AM TOTALLY LOOSEING IT EVER AGAIN BUT FOR THIS MOMENT AND THIS DAY ,I AM TRULY THANKFUL......REBBECA MAY YOU FINALLY BE AT PEACE AND FLYING HIGH WITH THE ANGELS.,YOU WILL BE MISSED.