THANKFUL!
I am so thankful to all of you who wrote on my journal and helped me through a very dark moment. These ups/downs are awful! I came home from work early yesterday and slept most of the day & night. I feel a little better but am still puny. I went to work today and it was stressful but in a regular kind of way. Tomorrow we are off to the park for a picnic. The weather is not going to be that great but the kids will love it anyway. I cancelled my counseling appt. for today and did not go to Compassionate Friend's either. I just didn't feel up to it emotionally or physically. Too bad 'cause Chris was going to go with me. (both places) But, he didn't let me know until after I cancelled. Hopefully he can make the next appt. I felt bad for that. I have to let you all know, as I did For Mom's Only, I received a message from someone with the "name" Help5. She wrote that I was very hateful/aggressive on a post. First of all, I rarely read the posts 'cause I am checking about my friends. Secondly, I have never, to my knowledge or intent, been hateful or aggressive. I am writing about this because it really troubles me to have someone accuse me of that. I replied to her message letting her know I had no idea what she was talking about but if somehow I offended her, I am sorry. When I looked at her profile, it rang no bells. (Of course, many of my bells are broken) So, if anyone knows anything or hears anything, please let me know. And if I ever offend anyone, please let me know. I have been on this site for many months now and I have always tried to offer kindness, compassion, and friendship. I just hope this isn't someone trying to cause trouble. Once again, thanks to all of you reading and peaceful wishes.
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Sorry you wernt having a good day.But I do understand Sunday I cancel my meeting with the group Iam in .We get like that at times.As far as you being hateful\\aggressive.Dont let that bother you ,You are a very kind person and I never heard you say anything hateful to others. You have been a dear friend to me.Some people ,Like to start things(get a life) .I never heard of her and I know shes not on for Mothers only!
As you said many of bells are broken need I say more:)
Enjoy your day tommorow,
love ya! Caroline
Lana I am so sorry that sometimes in this life we have to deal with people\'s raw emotions. I don\'t think that you can or ever would post a cruel message to anyone. Maybe she got you mixed up with someone else. My mind feels broken most of the time. I am surprised that I haven\'t posted a comment to one person, meaning to send it to someone else. But then again I am new give me time:) God bless you for your love and compassion to others. Don\'t let someone\'s rawness offend you.
Love
Bens mom 4ever
Debi
whoops see I already did it. Talk about blonde....But what I said I really meant.
You take care.
Love
Debi
I am sure it is just a misunderstanding...so free yourself of the worries about this person. I think those of us that have read your journals and comments on OUR journals know that you are indeed a sweet, compassionate person. I am glad that you are feeling somewhat better. It is indeed amazing how the lows hit...sometimes without warning...actually...most times without warning. The support here is what has helped me when my lows come and I hope that you will always find the love and support from your fellow DS\'ers...love to you and prayers for a peaceful day...Karen
Karen is right...it is just a misunderstanding. You have done everything in your power to apologize ...the final step is to let it go from your mind. All of us have so much on our minds and our hearts are broken.
I am sending you a big hug.
Oh,I am glad to see you are going the park. I have been going quite a bit lately. It is good just to get outdoors and chase butterfiles.
Sometimes people just get confused. Don\'t worry about it. You have never been anything but kind and compassionate on here. Here for you/with you always, Cyn
Maybe she hit the wrong profile? You have never done anything to hurt me and I sure she is mistaken. Sorry to hear that you are having a low. I don\'t like them when the come, but am learning how to deal with them so that they aren\'t so bad and don\'t last as long. I think sometimes we do it to ourselves by thinking to much and we make ourselves bad. All in the mind, I guess. Anyway, hope you have a nice picnic and a good time with the kids. Love and Hugs.
I agree with the above, it\'s a misunderstanding or a wrong profile hit. I\'m glad to hear you are just normal stress again. You have helped me more than once and I can see I\'ll be needing that help again so if I could ever help you, I\'d still be in your debt for along time. Have a gentle, peaceful day and just don not worry about the comment. Love and hugs Cathy
I don\'t understand about help 5\'s comment about hateful and aggressive. That has never crossed my mind when reading your entries. TAke care