THANKFUL!

I am so thankful to all of you who wrote on my journal and helped me through a very dark moment.  These ups/downs are awful!  I came home from work early yesterday and slept most of the day & night.  I feel a little better but am still puny.  I went to work today and it was stressful but in a regular kind of way.  Tomorrow we are off to the park for a picnic.  The weather is not going to be that great but the kids will love it anyway.  I cancelled my counseling appt. for today and did not go to Compassionate Friend's either.  I just didn't feel up to it emotionally or physically.  Too bad 'cause Chris was going to go with me. (both places)  But, he didn't let me know until after I cancelled.  Hopefully he can make the next appt.  I felt bad for that.  I have to let you all know, as I did For Mom's Only, I received a message from someone with the "name" Help5.  She wrote that I was very hateful/aggressive on a post.  First of all, I rarely read the posts 'cause I am checking about my friends.  Secondly, I have never, to my knowledge or intent, been hateful or aggressive.  I am writing about this because it really troubles me to have someone accuse me of that.  I replied to her message letting her know I had no idea what she was talking about but if somehow I offended her, I am sorry.  When I looked at her profile, it rang no bells.  (Of course, many of my bells are broken)  So, if anyone knows anything or hears anything, please let me know.  And if I ever offend anyone, please let me know.  I have been on this site for many months now and I have always tried to offer kindness, compassion, and friendship.  I just hope this isn't someone trying to cause trouble. Once again, thanks to all of you reading and peaceful wishes.