tending my own garden
It's really clear to me what a lot of my depressiveness is about.
I don't like being alone much of the time - or at least sometimes.
My paranoid thoughts can also inspire me to make conclusions
that aren't based on the realities that exist.
So, in the presence of mixed up feelings and loneliness, I've
decided to 'tend my own garden..' to be as productive as I can
be on my own, prepare for my future and keep on keeping on.
I'm not even feeling so unclear right now but for wanting to write
this I am just putting it out there. Peace!
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Good for you to write it out as a goal for yourself.
It makes sense, loneliness is possible in a group of people. Being alone and not enjoying it is normal, and writing it out is one way to express the words in order to see what it is that you want to change.
Excellent work! Peace and good day!
thanks Mid!
Don't forget to help out in Nature's garden as you go. A piece of litter here. Helping an earthworm from concrete to earth there. Pull a weed twixt the tweens. There's always some little thing worth doing.
Nice insight. I bet there is a lot of the human population who choose things or behave in certain ways in order to avoid dreaded loneliness, myself included.
Thanks Nikki and Arfie!