Ten months approaching
The 31st is ten months which means a "year" is around the corner which means how the "F" did I get here?
A boss of mine (it's a weird matrix reporting thing which makes me have several bosses) asked me today how I was doing and is everything "back to normal"?
It was very easy to say "NO". It's never going to be back to normal.
I'm trying to figure out what normal is anymore. The "new normal" I guess.
*sigh*
A boss of mine (it's a weird matrix reporting thing which makes me have several bosses) asked me today how I was doing and is everything "back to normal"?
It was very easy to say "NO". It's never going to be back to normal.
I'm trying to figure out what normal is anymore. The "new normal" I guess.
*sigh*
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I get the same thing at work. People just don\'t get it, do they? I say no too (at 13 months) and they seem genuinely surprised.
People that haven\'t gone through this have no friggin idea!!!!! It\'s amazing
to me that some people don\'t understand the depth of our grief. I always
mutter to myself.....\"just wait until it happens to you\"....I know that\'s a horrible way to think but I can\'t help it!
Yes, it is hard. Will be one whole yr. next wk since my love left my world & at times it feels like just yesterday. Speaking of yesterday.. the other day I heard that song..\"Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away\" and I could really relate to that song. I still can hear his voice in my head & remember every thing about him.... miss him sooo much.