tempting to write

it's tempting to write about my experience but I know forcing forward is probably better than finding solace in

writing it all down. So maybe I will do both.

I experience a lot of discomfort in my life but I don't know if that's enough to throw in the towel over the things.

Lots of people might not have the life they like. They might have high expectations and then not be able to achieve them but that shouldn't prevent them from keeping trying. Maybe they can self regard as though they have some essential value even still when 

they don't hit those status marks in life, that tell people around them or to themselves that they're excellent.

So, I will continue to push forward and love myself too. It's all I can do. I will try and love others as well. 

Loving others is probably a big challenge. I want to bring that into my life.