Tempted to call the ex-boyfriend who is bad news.

I am so lonely that I was tempted to call Dave Holder.  He is an alcoholic and has not changed.  The half hour conversation on the phone last Thursday was a good one.  I was asking about his health as I heard he was on disability for his arm.  It was the best conversation we had in the two years we dated.  Go figure!  I am that lonely to call an ex-boyfriend.  Wow!  I kept thinking about him and the conversation we had.  Of course it was just one sided as Dave talked all about his medical condition etc.  I kept asking questions.