Tears, tears and then more tears.....urgh

Here I am @ work this morning feeling sad and anxious. Seeing my daughter, Jennifer's name, on the list of Angel days it took my breath away. I feel like when I saw her name at the cemetery....HOW CAN THIS BE? One day, I'm able to breathe and the next day I'm not.....
A year - a f*&^in year.....how do you moms do it? I know, one day @ a time, one step, but it hurts just so DAMN BAD.....to see Jennifer's name.....my daughter, SIGH....SIGH....BREATHE.....
Vicki

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MichaelsMom21
MichaelsMom21

Agree agree with all of you. Vickie I am so sorry that you hurt. I don\'t know how I got to where I am 3yrs later. If not for all the other mom\'s going through the same journey as I just don\'t know where I would be. I read your words and oh how I know that pain you are experiencing.
Hugs
Laura
KandL
KandL

Vicki, its been 5 years and it is still a shock to see Ed\'s name on his stone at the cemetery, on the sad roll call here. When I received his autopsy report 8 months after he died I said, \"How did this happen?\" Its so wrong, so unnatural!
Tight hugs of understanding, Linda